Reading my old post I got to the conclusion I am constant in writing on the blog, from 5 to 5 months ...
After such a long period of time I felt of writing on my blog due to all the things that happened in my life .... this post being dedicated to a beautiful story ... to one year and 8 months ....
I had in mind to write this post since 26th of October ... but then I simply couldn't express all the things I felt ... a sense of shock retained me of expressing my feelings ... but today I am strong enough to say from the bottom of my hear ...
A beautiful story ended! Thank you for this adventure! Life goes on!
Let's be happy!
Last year ... March 11th ... one kiss started this story ... happy smiles, my senses going wild, feelings I tough I never will have, doughs because of the situation, quite ....
Great months passed, happy ones ... working together for a great purpose, being there for each other, being happy together with friends, holidays, meeting new people, school, cooking, films, aniversaries, presents but apart all this .... learning what freedom means, being able to say for the first time in my life, I LOVE YOU, being more open, seeing more perspectives, breaking paradigms, smiling from all my heart ... things that I never imagined that only one person can guide you through ...
December ... challenge ... the step when each of us began to change ... began to be more strong, more focused on other purposes, each of us building a different path ... the first time in so many months from the beginning when our purpose, our energy began to go in a different direction from each other ... but we were still there for each other ....
April ... and the next months proved that even if we were not there to see all above mentioned ... the experiences, being apart from each other, new challenges ... break the strong connection that was build until that point .... something was not like before because we were not like before ... our life, dreams, passions, belives changed and us together with them ...
October ... a sad reality stroke the feelings I had ... and the story ended ... maybe to soon, maybe to late ... we will never know ...
But my post is not about sadness, about negative feelings or trust that was broken ... but is about some feelings that will never be vanished ... about images in my head and heart ... about great things I learned ... about the new ME that is different due to this 1 year and 8 months ... about happiness ...
I have this big THANK YOU for this great adventure that we lived ... and a big desire for our friendship never to dissapear ....
This is something from all my heart ... for what is was to be the uniquest experience of my life ...
"Vreau sa iti multumesc pentru fiecare mangaiere, pentru fiecare privire si pentru fiecare sarut si gand .... Esti o persoana cu adevarat speciala si ti-ai gasit un loc in inima mea ... Cred in tot ceea ce ti-am spus si cred in "noi" sincer sper ca sa ai si tu incredere in fericirea care am putea sa o gasim impreuna ...
Cu mult drag si un sarut dulce" V.
"E greu ... e greu sa astern pe hartie ceea ce simt acum, infara faptului ca imi bate inima enorm de tare cand ma uit la tine ... gandindu-ma la momentele deosebite pe care le-am trait si la ceea ce ne asteapta ... Chiar nu pot sa exprim in cuvinte ceea ce simt acum si pot sa spun doar ce am castigat de cand te-am cunoscut ... curaj, pasiune si fericire ...
Te sarut din suflet" M.
It is better to have loved and lost than never to have at all!
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